What is the happiness of life?

Everyone is treated equally before anxiety.
Anxiety, it breaks in our life without official notification trequenlty.
Might be a crowded subway you have no faith to get on.
Might be a difficult decision to make at work.
Also might be a relationship on a breakable thread.
My understanding about anxiety is people can not be honest with themselves because of caring too much about what other people think.
We are a woman of course, probably a mother, a daughter, a clerk, a wife, first party or second party on a contract.
Too many roles to play, too crowded to lose yourself.
What is the happiness of life,
I have a basic standard, to brave to say no to what you hate.
When you want to cry, cry it out loud.
When you want to laugh, laugh like a child.
We you want to go out with the lashes other people think not suitable to you, wear it as long as you happy with.
Only if you have experienced joy and sarrow truly and deeply.
Then we can say it is worth to breathe.
I'm quite convinced that one day we will tell ourselves with a smiley face,
Life is worth living.